Gone too young

Lately, I've reading articles about quarter life crisis and choosing a career totally unrelated to ones major. Too be honest, I have been feeling anxious as of late and it is killing me.

I hate feeling unsure. I hate how insecure I am.

Right now, I have this insatiable urge to write, to express myself in any way possible. I fear for my sanity.

I don't know what is wrong, I'm not even sure if something is wrong.

My mind is a mess, a big blob of emptiness.

I feel incompetent and stupid.

I don't know.

Rette mich..Mein Gott..


  1. I don't know if you feel the same way, but I feel incredibly stupid having wasted 5 years and loads of money on college yet none of it has (and maybe never will) come to fruition.

    don't worry, if it helps, I'm saying you're not alone. :)

    we're still young and we still have a lot of time ahead of us. although I feel a bit hypocritical saying this but, have faith and don't lose hope! (please say "right back at you!" XD) :)

    hope that cheers you up a bit. ^^

  2. *big hug* SAME SENTIMENTS HERE. Been praying for a light heart and his utmost peace for some time now. Like you there are some things that I dont understand. On how and why, I don't know (see?). Tonight i heard something about being desperate for Jesus, and i know that was the call that i was waiting for then I remembered you.

    You're not stupid and you're not going nuts (at least not anytime soon).
    Please remember the anointed sofa.
    Let's be desperate for Jesus again! Together! I love you. You know that. I felt i just need to remind you of that today. And yeah, He loves us more, way more than we could imagine. Perseverance of the saints babe.

    "Sweet Disposition" by Temper Trap, that's my song for you.