I hate feeling unsure. I hate how insecure I am.
Right now, I have this insatiable urge to write, to express myself in any way possible. I fear for my sanity.
I don't know what is wrong, I'm not even sure if something is wrong.
My mind is a mess, a big blob of emptiness.
I feel incompetent and stupid.
I don't know.
Rette mich..Mein Gott..